This is a problem for me, especially with my eating disorders. I can keep my bulimia in check if I'm not dieting, but as soon as I go on a diet, I start in with the laxatives, fiber pills and purging. If that scale doesn't move, if I don't show a loss each and every day, I will cave and purge. Or, I should say that was the way I used to be. I still have thoughts of purging, pills and whatnot to help keep my weight in check. But, I'm happy to say, after 2 years of therapy, I have gained a lot of control over this part of my eating disorder. Now that I'm finally back to trying to lose weight, I'm hoping that I can continue to maintain control and not give in to those urges.
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